09-28-02 - 9:01 a.m.
went to bed with a case of holly golightly's mean reds. woke up in one of those desperate, what-the-fuck-is-the-point moods. patrick barged in, and for once i let my guard down and spilled out all my woes and fears and tears. he didn't pontificate. i allowed him to baby me, and i think it surprised us both.