05-04-02 - 8:13 a.m.
at the lake yesterday, in a rare, revealing moment, patrick told me that our relationship is so important to him that he often worries about falling out of love with g. if these are the words every mistress longs to hear, i don't fit the stereotype. i surprised myself by instantly jumping in to rescue him.
if we were together 24/7, i told him, the mundane crap would kill us.
patrick smiled at me. i don't believe that, he said, but thank you.